Day 14

Memory

Day 14: What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?

My happiest childhood memory...the best one that immediately pops into mind was with my late grandfather. I was really little and it was when we lived with him and my grandma in Marietta. He and I were on the computer playing Who Wants to Be A Millionaire. And we were on the million dollar question and neither of us knew the answer. But I had a gut feeling that the answer was A. I can't remember the question or the anwers but I distinctly remember that I KNEW the answer was A. But Grandpa didnt' wanna risk it, so he walked away. And guess what? When it showed us the right answer...yea...it was A.

Day 13

Fear of Death

Day 13: Do you fear death? If so, do you have a good reason?

That is a hard question to answer. There is two ways I could answer this question. A) Do I fear myself dying? or B) Do I fear the death of others?

A) Myself dying I am not really afraid of. I've come to terms that my life is going to end on this plane of existance and I'll move onto my life in another. I'm not afraid of what is my demise. I just pray that is won't be painful, but I'm not afraid.

Day 12

Purpose In Life

Day 12: Do you know God's purpose for your life? Do we know this from birth?

I'll start with the second question and then answer the first.

I think that we all have our purpose in life engraved into our hearts upon birth. But we may not discover it until later in life. There are some people who just automatically know and then life pans out for them as they always knew it would. I think they're pretty lucky. Others have to work to find that purpose or just let it happen upon them and then BAM it becomes clear. But I believe our purpose IS set out for us at birth.

Day 10 and 11

Letting Go and Remembering

Hello again! Two days again in this entry. No internet access last night and I didnt' get home from Charleston till about 11 and I was exhausted. So anyways, let's hop to it!

Day 10: Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

Well, honestly...probably the pain that other people have caused me. I don't really dwell on it..but there are days when it still bothers me and some of the feelings from that pain swell back up and I get sad.

Day 9

Loss of A Friend

Day 9: Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?

There are two ways in which I can answer this question due to the word choice of 'worse'. I'll talk about each option on its own and explain how it is worse, starting with what I believe to be the least 'sad'. And when I say sad....well, you'll see what I mean.

Day 8

Ten Years Time

Day 8 : Where do you see yourself ten years from now?

Well, I'll be 27. I see myself married to a certain somebody, possibly with some children. I see myself working as an elementary music teacher, and loving my carreer. I see myself happy with life and God and the world. 

To sum it up, I see joy.

Day 7

My Message

Day 7: If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

You are NEVER alone.

So many people in this world today feel..lost, alone, abandoned, hopeless. And I think that a lot of these negative feelings are stemmed from feeling alone. Like whenever one is in a tough situation, it is only worsened by the feeling that no one else is there to help them. They must fight it completely on their own.