Oh life...

My Life

Obstacles in my life have been like a snowball this week. Rolling downhill at me, growing bigger and bigger and bigger. Things keep happening and it seems as if bad things really do happen in threes. Its just one thing after another. And not little things either. Big things.

But through all this, I've learned some very important lessons. I've learned who my true friends are and I'm rekindling some of those best friends that I had moved apart from. I've learned what is important to me in life and that I AM strong enough to keep fighting and make it through anything. I've got to fight for what I believe in and what I know in my heart is true. And although things won't be easy, it will be ok.

They say that bad things come in three...and then there's a stroke of good luck. Maybe it'll come. Well, I'll be open to some. But if more troubles are just to follow, I'm ready for that too.

There is nothing to worry about but all things to pray for. God is in charge and in control of my life, all I can do is let him do his work and know that he will give me nothing that I cannot handle/overcome.

Things won't be easy. But they will be ok.

Much love and hugs,

Sam

Takin a Break

Tired....

I've been out of town for a few days and unable to post.

I would post tonight but I'm very stressed about my day at school tomorrow and having to face a certain person who is making my life hell and making me feel like crap about myself. Also, I'm tired which means any entry posted would be not good.

Talk 5

Loss of a loved one

It's hard to lose somebody you love. It's one of the most challenging things a person can face in their lifetime. Losing someone you love....its painful. The grieving process is long and hard. But...it'll be ok.

One thing to remember is that they know how you feel. They know you loved them and how much you cared even if you didn't expess it.

Also, isn't it a nice thought that they are finally out of this hell-hole we call earth? Man this place sucks sometimes so it's great to think that our loved ones have moved on to a better place. They're with the one who made them and loves them more than any of us ever could.

But.... one thing I took from this talk is to live your life always reminding those you love that you care about them. You neve know when they'll be gone.

Much love and hugs,

Sam